Blessing...

“Sweetheart…. I will be out of station for a few days for an official meeting....” he said. …..I went to bed. The rest of my night was sleepless. I tossed and turned, flipped and twisted my way until dawn.
I loved him unconditionally. There was immense amount of warmth, understanding, and comfort between us. I could not let him go without meeting me. Fortunately, he was blessed with an inordinate amount of good fortune and wonderful friends, one of whom helped me with his address.
Sitting in front of the fireplace sipping hot coffee, wrapped up in my favourite blanket or soaking in a very warm bathtub for hours on end is my idea of warmth…. But I chose to give him an equally warm surprise visit. Apprehensive yet feeling excited, I left for his place. On reaching, I asked him to leave that warm and cozy quilt and hit the balcony to see his surprise. I waited a few excruciating minutes, wondering what “HE” would look like. Finally, “He” came down the stairs, yawning, and was stupefied, wearing a grey black track suit and a sweater to keep him warm. I was paralyzed! Here was the man I love.
Amazing things can happen in a winter wonderland… believe me. I saw him looking at me. He made me feel nervous. I wanted him to know that I think about him and I love him even when I cannot be with him. He grabbed my face, forcing me to look him in the eye…. “I'll miss you" was what he said when I hugged him. He kissed my cheek. Wrapped in each other’s arms, sending shivers on the slightest touch, we just melted… and then he walked on… We have always had much more intimate closeness in our lives that is unbelievable and has bound us together in ways that others will never understand. It's a blessing for which I now thank God every day.
I want to tell you my love…. if I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and have you as my whole life…. I surrender my love life to God, and await the most beautiful experience of my life…..