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……I woke up in the middle of the night and called him. He was working on something urgent to be mailed to a friend in Mumbai. We had been talking after only a few days of knowing each other. I asked him if something was wrong… “This is very urgent. I will just take another half an hour’….. And several half-an-hours passed by.

That night, I don’t know the feeling I was going through. I have no idea what happened. I ran my hand through my hair and felt something move in my soul. It was then that I realized what it was. I was crying and laughing at the same time. I turned off the lights, got down in bed, called him up and confessed my feelings for him…..at 4 in the morning. He was so happy. Suddenly, he was forced to answer a call waiting….. The same friend from Mumbai…. He came back to me…. “Seems like people always get in our way” he whispered. He had been feeling the same for me, but always had his mouth shut, knew that if he opened them he would regret what would spill into the open. We did not sleep through the night. Awake with anticipation. Felt as if some romantic music was playing as we were expressing to each other our feelings. It was all a shocking surprise. Having said all this was so unexpected and worst of all, both of us liked it.


I was almost in tears……….. And I want to tell you my Love….. I can't picture life without you….. I wish to sleep with the sound of your breath on my neck… warmth of your lips on my cheek… touch of your fingers on my skin… feel your heart beating with mine… Intend to be cooking your favorite breakfast before you wake up…. Lean in and kiss you and wake you up every morning…. Lead you to a different direction from the outside world…
I can never find that feeling with anyone other than you…. Love you loads..!