Together....

I am in my early twenties, and for me, I have never felt more lost then I did right then. At one time my world was captivated with details, designs, sites and all of their schedules. I couldn't wait for the day that things would slow down.
One morning, I lied awake listening to the birds chirping outside my bedroom window. For some reason, I felt lighter than most mornings. I didn't have the gloominess hanging over me. Then my cell phone rang. I sprinted out of bed and was able to answer it on the third ring. "Hey sweetheart, I am going to see you at the deck in an hour from now” he said. Then I grabbed a shower and was out there in 30 minutes.

I was becoming more and more comfortable in his presence. We were there, enjoying the chilled wind blowing against our bodies. He then leaned closer to me. The strength of his body was suddenly pressing against me. I could feel his chest rising as he breathed. I was suddenly aware of his manliness. His voice softened as he spoke about my beauty. The scent of his aftershave stirred my senses. I wanted to close my eyes and let him being my envelope. I could feel my flesh burn from allowing those feelings to take hold of me. I had never felt so in all my life. I wanted to sink in. In what seemed an eternity he moved and told me he had to leave. I was hoping he could stay. He told me goodnight and was gone. I shook myself to reality...! Tears streamed down my face as I stared off into the distance.
Confusion over took my emotional state for days. I knew that if ever we apart, I would go through a tough time of being lonely, and I wasn't ready for those feelings to creep in. I wanted to talk to him about this……Walking over to where I was standing, he cautiously took my hand in his, with his other hand, he tenderly wiped away a stray tear as it had slipped silently down my face. "I am here for you. I want to spend my life with you." I tried to smile up at him. He continued…” I have to admit to you that I am amazed by you. You’re not like any other girl that I have ever met. I have tried to stay away from you, only I am always drawn right back to your presence. I love you."
I want to tell you my love….. You don’t know how short life suddenly becomes when you are not around……. I Love you too….!